i always thought if you were sad you could just get over it shrug it do whatever i thought depression could be solved easily after these past few weeks with the incidents ive been through i just feel numb and i told my friend about this maybe i just wanted to be heard but after i told them ive lost my appetite for food they said thats a symptom of depression i asked myself am i depressed? i dont seem sad at all but as i reflected more maybe being depressed is not just being sad it could mean a lot more than sadness complicated feelings? hardship? lost? maybe i am depressed i havent eaten much gym is on the pause even after making 18.5k in two months it just doesnt make me feel anything how do i solve this do i talk to someone im finally self aware enough to say im depressed but what do i do playing video games doesnt do anything ill probably figure something out thank you for reading stranger