> jan - rekindling old friends
> feb - new year new perm
> mar - jiimy reviews
> apr - got a job
> may - cafe arc
> jun - gym arc
> jul - summer chaos
> aug - current
> sep - started uni
> oct - dance and mcm
> nov - payout and phone stolen
> dec - snowboarding
ok lets wrap up this year
you know what as a person i feel like im doing better usually
but this year i feel like im in the middle
this year i made new friends - kathy, yat, kejvi
i got a perm being inspired by yat
i started going out a lot more
to do jiimy reviews - a food review channel
then i got a job as i am broke - i basically have no money, only saved some from crypto
but i needed a job to sustain myself as i had to pay university
so i worked as front of house for a coffee chain
not gonna lie the job aint bad
met a cool person named ahsan
hes chill and knows how to work without stressing yourself
i liked him, tho he had a bit of a gambling problem
i also met a girl
it was going well until it didnt...
welp
i left work as i just didnt want to work anymore
i felt like my time could be better spent elsewhere
i did an internship at a gaming company
i started dance
i started a tikok channel posting random content
went snowboarding
went holiday - rome, turkey, berlin
very cool places
it was only until the end of the year i saw some progression
i got back into trading (seriously) and with the money saved up from work
i made 5 figures payout
it was a sign of progress
i just now need to be consistent
i wouldnt say im the best trader or im good at it, only until im consistent
cannot let ego get to my head again
but with some wins come with some losses
i got a new iphone 17 pro only to be stolen
i couldnt do anything
my facebook gets hacked and my account gets disabled
christmas felt depressing
and i was just bedrotting through christmas
i deleted instagram since august
stopped going gym
maybe its a seasonal thing
always that time of the year that gets depressing
but yeah this year felt like it was in the middle, yet ever so slightly a bit better
a glimpse of hope one might say
maybe 2026 will be the year
p.s i got pooped on by a bird 4 times this year