its been a month at ucl im not gonna lie i feel like an imposter how on earth did i get here you ever watch them series or kdramas where that one poor kid gets accepted into an elite high school and he gets bullied or something along the lines thats me. minus the bullying everyone around me has some sort of 'vibe' or 'aura' they all speaking about shopping, going out, getting a car hire and im like bruh i never done any of this bc im broke you see i got into ucl with a full paid scholarship whilst everyone had to pay a big sum of 47k to get into the programme they all got nice looking clothes and stuff and then theres me well i kept it a secret so far only 2 people know (i think) maybe more but ive kept it quiet ive somehow built a rep here i like the people around me but i just dont feel like 'me' at uni this whole month i feel super drained like ive been an entirely completely different person but besides that everyone is super smart, academic, hardworking, getting jobs and internships im just watching like how the hell did i get here do i even belong here its okay though i like it so far ive made good friends had fun times, i dont think ive had this much fun compared to my other unis imposter syndrome feels so surreal ill figure out my identity one day wa an - jim