i think all this psychology books, studies and trading has turned into this cold machine It’s hard for me to feel Even after a big loss or huge win My baseline is just so steady It takes a lot for me to feel I used to be a very empathetic person But now I just look at bigger picture Realise all problems are minutiae Everything can be solved so easily People act too irrationally due to emotions I feel like emotions are what hold people back I’m just reflecting on myself But I feel like if I want to feel I have to dumb myself a bit Maybe a little lobotomy does a trick I just agree to whatever people say because it’s easy I avoid problems because most of the time it’s unnecessary I prefer permanent solutions But back to my point Maybe graduation proved it But it’s so hard to me to feel nowadays I just feel numb