do you think theres more good or bad people in this world?
its an interesting question really
once you learn game theory
you realise its quite a tricky question
human behaviour is quite irrational
and often quite selfish due to the fight for 'survival'
so i like to observe and study human behaviour
every year i like to run a test
if someone (a stranger) asks for help - i will help
for this year
a random man asked me $65 for help
i told him i was broke
im in overdraft
a lie though, im well off
and at first he felt bad and let me go
but i wanted to help to see if he was a good person
this was my test
to me the $65 was nothing
maybe it meant a lot for him
now long story short:
he scammed me $65
well i saw it coming
and yet
i dont feel anything
im not sure why
i guess there was two results to this test
1. people still suck, is it worth helping anyone, do i change myself?
2. why do i not feel anything
last year my phone got robbed, and yet i felt nothing
i guess this was really an interesting experiment
instead of proving whether humanity is good or bad
i ended up reflecting about my own character
is it because of how much ive lost in life that made me the way i am now?
but back to the main test
i guess humanity sucks
(i think)
even if mr beast comes up and rewards me with $10k
i just dont know about that in london
welp
dont trust anyone in london